Like a Rolling Stone

How does it feel

How does it feel

To be without a home

Like a complete unknown

Like a rolling stone?

Ya, that is what I feel like right now. It is really good to be here with my family and such. But it really just doesn't feel like an actual home. I am going to camp tomorrow in Saskatchewan and that feels like I am going home. But not an actual home. And then I realized that I am bound for so much more. This isn't my home. I feel like I am just a fish in a fish bowl and I don't see beyond my bowl. And it is true, there are so much more to things and this life that I know. One day Heaven will be my home. Seriously what a flippin trippy concept. Kinda freaks a person out. But how cool to know that eh? To know that this isn't our real homes. We have so much more coming.

But yet we have so much here. Jesus came so that we would have life and life to the full. I feel like i have lived a pretty full past few months. The other day I had time to just sit and talk to God and journal my thoughts. And that was pretty cool, and afterwards when I was driving away, I was like this is where I am supposed to be right now. And it was a cool feeling.

My thoughts are just all over the place. I really ya, I am happy, well I guess happy isn't the right word. I am content in the moment. I feel as though I am in the right place (although I don't really want to be here) but it feels right.

Anyways I should go, cuz i am really blabbing now.