update ish

I don't know why I bother updating my jobs on here. It changes like the weather.
Ok recap, at the beginning of September I got a job at a spa, a chiropractors office, and as a support worker. I decided not to take the one as a support worked cuz i thought that when I started working at all 3 places it would be pretty crazy. Then my massage association took such a long time that the chiropractors office, their other massage therapist decided to take more hours on so that they didn't need me anymore.
So I have been working at just the spa...barely surviving. And going to a few job interviews that just didn't seem to fit. I actually turned some down cuz they didn't feel right.
well the other day I went to a job interview, and I wasn't sure how I felt about it. And they asked me to come back the next day to do a massage 'test' so to speak on one of the massage therapists. Well apparantly I passed the 'test' with flying colours and the massage therapist loved me and I was hired. Well I asked the boss chiropractor guy if I could try it out for a week to see how it felt. Well I will be starting Tuesday.
BUt now I am really confused. Because apparantly I may have to pay more money to get registered. Its really making me mad. I paid over 10,000$ to get certified. I paid 400$ to get associated, I paid $60 to get licensed, $30 for a criminal record check, and now apparantly I have to pay over 500$ to get registered.
So ya, I am not sure if I will be allowd to work at the chiro office until I get registered. But then once again I will get screwed over by the professional governing bodies. Yep, I am not bitter at all :)
anyways ya thats pretty much all thats new with me right now. I am just ya, tired I guess. Of not knowing what is next. I feel like I spend my life walking on eggshells. I am not sure what I mean by that but ya.
Things aren't bad right now, they are just hard.