Calm

Funny story. People think I'm calm. I know its a laugh. You and I both know that I am not that calm of a person. Apparently I have become calmer. Ya I know. I laugh every time I hear it. People at work tell me I'm so calm all the time. They ask me how I can be so calm. Which is amusing because well at work is when I am the most high strung. The gym too. My personal trainer tells everyone that I work with that I am calm. That I just go with the flow.

If only they knew what went on in my head :) In my head I freak out alot. Do you ever sit there and realize that you've said something you meant to say in your head aloud? That has happened to me more and more frequently. ITs weird :)

Today was a good day. I got to go to a baby shower for a really really good friend of mine. I would consider her my sister. Her mom was the one that took care of me for many years. I am so fond of that family. Yes thats right...fond. Her mom told stories about me...haha I was such a brilliant child. I mean, finally someone realizes how truly brilliant I am :)

Yes anyways. I'm gonna go play poker right now...I have an amazing poker face...haha. haha.haha. not really. I Don't even know how to play poker. But I told everyone that I do...ya...

ciao