In the days of the internet I know that I should not post anything like this as the person may find it. Your taking a chance to talk about your personal life on the interent. But I need to share somewhere. So here I am, sharing my thoughts on the 'world wide web'.
Can you work for someone you don't respect? Can you enjoy your job if you have absolutely no respect whatsoever for the one who is incharge? Or can you force yourself to respect someone?
I can't. I've tried. How much longer can I work in this place? I have no respect. I am trying. I am trying to change my outlook on things. But how can I give someone respect who deserves none. But who am I to decide who deserves respect?
So can I continue? Can I keep going. It hurts. Its tiring. And I am angry. I am very angry. I visulize myself quitting my job in an angry way. Making a scene. Saying how I feel. Instead I just bottle it up. I keep it inside. And I fake it...boy am I pro at faking it when I want to. So yes I will keep going. Keep pretending that I am happy where I am. But what happens when I stop pretending? Will I explode?
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